it's been something like a year or so since my last journal. that means either i'm dead or writing in somewhere else. whatever.
days are running. i drink, sleep, smile, cry, drink, somewhat wait it away. but still i got some highlights. for example i must study for my finals. (that's the boring one.) but i have to confess that i'm peaceful nowadays. at least i know how i'm feeling and what i have to do. uncertainity is worse than anything.
little fish big fish swimming in the water...
snow is all over ankara. it's very hard to walk. it's just a matter of time, one moment you're up and then down. i'm extremely frightened of falling and breaking some of my bones. cause they're so fucking fragile.
that's more than enough. i'm sure i don't write one of these for a year haha. so bye...